May you get over this feeling and feel better soon Bhaiyya!
As far as my feelings are concerned, it's like I don't really know..
Many phases, moments and stages come in life and we are SUPPOSED to deal with them and move ahead. While dealing, we need faith and honesty to have victory at the end. Alhamdullilah I've got faith as well as controll on my emotion.. But being human afterall, i sometimes loose everything.. I can't understand or cope with everything and everyone linked to me.
Am passing with the stage of loosing everything these days. Not that I lack faith or what! But it's like I dunno.. I myself don't know the reason behind my feelings, otherwise i would've sorted out the solution. Silence and isolation helps me re-build myself but I've not succeeded so far.