If you don't mind my asking, then what actually made you disappointed siso?

Am quite better now Alhamdullilah It's like i suddenly realised that it's been really enough! If Allah has chosen me among crown of creations, then there must be some proper reason behind my existance. Aur wo Allah mujh se poora karva ke rahe ga har haal mein! So i better BEHAVE like a human and not like errr...