bus pakistani machinery ne bohat disappoint kiya.
i stayed there for 365 days and had 700 fights on trivial issues like, if you ask someone not to through garbage on the raod they tend to fight with you, if you ask people to stand in a line to buy tickets they tend to fight with you, if you request govt office employees and police not to seek bribe to do their supposed job they tend to make you pay by making you come and go for like hundred years...

the most awful part is, that the EHSAAS or the sentiments that I saw in the nation when I left pakistan, has long gone and could not be found. To me, the corruption has now crept into the hearts of the people and honestly i felt i was libing among two legged animals. so i didnt want to sell my sould by turning into these monsters therefore i left again. i did my part by fighting for the right cause, but couldnt even get my own surroundings straight, therefore at the moment i have given up.

future ki baat nahin janta beta. ho sakta hai ke aik mertaba phir se Allah Tallah himmat ata ferma dain aur main aik mertaba phir challenge le sakoon, but at this moment, i feel 10 yrs older than I am...i gain 10 yrs in just one years time