How many times do I have to tell you that I am not something you can keep inside a jar for long? I have the potential and I will bounce back right out of it. It's well maybe in my blood; the one I hate. Pay attention, I am using the word hate for blood, my own blood - OR maybe it's a gift. I have seen life taking U-turns, beating me, molesting me, throwing me, breaking me, tormenting me, bankcrupting me, punching me, snatching from me. All that remains today is the one thing you don't see but tonight I will tell you what exactly that one thing is; it's ME! I know I have been accused of being pessimstic but let me tell you the truth today; I have been and I still am more optimistic than you will ever be even while taking your marriage vows. You think I can't defend myself? well fuck you, and you too!
What goes wrong: I, out of my many humanly desires, start to depend on people. I fall for their love lore and allow them to take me, to lead me, to protect me, to nourish me. What do they do? Oh you know that already because I bet you're one of them and you do exactly what they do. It's you people who remind me that I was alone, I am alone, and I will always be. What you don't know is that I can resurface, I can take over what I gave to you and do it right. So whats the deal, you ask? The point I am trying to make here is that you people shouldn't bother to make all those claims if you're to back off in the immediate future.
Opposite attracts me and the opposite to you is a state of self-denial. I like to play with me in ways that you can't even imagine. Got you worried? Give up, drama queens! I know when to stop.
This day forward, make sure you don't come in my way. I am not going to care who you're because frankly, I see you all as mere mortals. Now you can go ahead and own the world but if there's one thing which you can't own, one thing that will remind you of your limits; it's me.
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02-29-2008 10:28 PM 
