I am not an adroit when it comes to containing myself but that doesn't mean I am a narcissist or a misanthrope. Lately, I like to take my day as it is without paying attention to the problems of yesterday or worries of tomorrow and I know it makes me more of an ascetic person, even to the likes of those who stood by me in good times and bad. Honestly, my future has always been a quandary to me, and the past, a chargin. So, for the sake of keeping myself sane, I have decided to go with the flow, like the dead fish. They patronize me and I, instead of coming up with an elegy for my blog, hit back at them. At midnight, I call it a day and go to sleep. Esoteric? It has always been.
For whatever it's worth, I must admit that this has made me imperious to every one I know.
Maybe, I am still not over you. Maybe, I am running backwards.
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04-04-2009 08:40 PM 
