In Personal
Facing A Dilemma
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#23
 03-07-2010 05:20 AM |
Today I have been hit with a dilemma which has brought a thought into my mind that has not been in there in months. To go back to my old friends or not, they have extended their hand and now it is up to me to extend my hand or leave their hand hanging. Yes this thought has crossed my mind, I had feeling that this would happen but so soon I did not expect it. One good friend of mine told me that they have met me halfway and that I should meet them half way, life's too short to keep distances fro
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In Personal
Things are Falling into Place
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#22
03-03-2010 08:07 AM |
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There have been so many phases in my life, so many moments of sadness and depression that right now and four the past month or so I have been feeling good, real good. Like things are going on a high note for me, theres no bother some problems, no depression, no sadness, nothing jumbles my mind anymore its like for the first time in a very long time I feel like how I was 4 years ago but better. When I look back on things, the changes I made, the decision to go to college, the decision to start g
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In Personal
Getting Things Out
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#21
02-02-2010 08:08 AM |
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Since last year I have been trying to change my personality but I realized that its not about changing my personality its about getting things out of my system. People tell me that I am a nice person but I don't want to be a nice person as weird it may sound but its true. Being nice is what drove me to insanity, because I did favors for people, helped people out all the time and it became my downfall. The favors and help would keep coming and coming and then when I needed a favor it didn't happ
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In Personal
New Year, Bad Start
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#20
01-02-2010 05:56 AM |
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It is the New Year and I am starting off on a bad note, my patience is getting thin and so is my tolerance. I feel like this year I am going to snap and let my anger out, its that constant reminder over and over again, those same questions over and over again that keep bugging me. My home, my own home, my own family are going to witness my anger, frustration, my tolerance because they are the ones who are pushing me past my tolerance level. There is only so much I can tolerate, so much I can ha
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In Personal
In God I Dont Trust
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#19
12-21-2009 06:20 AM |
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A couple of years ago I used to believe in God, he gave me faith, he gave me hope, he was the one I used to ask for help and protect those I loved dearly. My parents told me that praying helps and so I did and you know something it help me reassured that everything was going to be alright and it was. As life progressed on I met many challenges and obstacles, I started to learn that God doesn't determine my outcomes, he doesn't carve my paths, I am the one who decides my own destiny not him. I h
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In Personal
Past and Present
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#18
12-13-2009 07:10 AM |
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These are two worlds, these are two lives in which I live in both, my mind lives in the past and tries to move on towards the present and then theres my body that lives in the present. I cant seem to get my mind to live in the present, its just to hard. For some reason my mind travels back to the past, looks back at my past days, months and years. I try to keep myself busy and it helps but sometimes certain things I see, certain things I hear makes my mind go to the past and bring a moment in t
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In Personal
Two Types of People
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#17
11-17-2009 06:10 AM |
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There are two types of people in this world, there are those who are nice and happy and then there are those who are mean and heartless. Why do nice people always get hurt, I mean they help people out, they are supportive and understanding. Those people who are mean and heartless take advantage of and abuse the kindness the people who are nice and happy to the extent that the nice happy people get killed mentally. When the nice people ask the mean people for a favor, they use it against them, f
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In Personal
THIS IS ME!
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#16
10-20-2009 06:01 AM |
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I keep most of my problems to myself, I hide so many of my emotions from so many people, I have made changes for the better but some think it is for the worse but its not. Why do I choose not to drink, why do I choose to keep things hidden, why do I choose to not go out, why do I not tell people how I feel, why do I hate my life one day and then love it the next day, why do I do the things I do because that who I am. Past and Present events have made me who I am today, these events have such an
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In Personal
I ROBOT
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#15
09-26-2009 06:53 AM |
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Yesterday a girl said I was a robot because I could no display any emotions. We got into a fight and she was sad, angry and frustrated and then she said I was a robot because I could not express how I felt. I suppress my emotions, my anger, my sadness and rarely my happiness. Over the past year and so forth my brain has gone through depression, sadness, feelings of resentment, feelings of change, feelings of being a bad person, feelings of left out, bring alone, being used, being vulnerable, et
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In Automotive
Sticks and Stones can Break My Bones...
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#14
08-05-2009 06:23 AM |
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Who ever said that stick and stones can break my bones but words and riddles cant hurt me is a complete idiot. Well Sticks and stone can actually break someones bones but words and riddles they cant break bones but they cause a piercing to ones mind. How can some people keep on making fun of someone and keep feeling fine about it. Do they not think what might be going on through the other person's mind, do they not take one look at what position they are putting that poor soul through, they say
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