there is something that is making me think into that aspect of self...yesterday i waz in the shop and i kind of liked one dress...as it is eid season he waz selling me on a bit higher amount...i thought i will buy this dress..through bargain..but what happened i ended up buying it with the same amount...the problem isnot i bought expensive... the problem is that i didnot think of other shops..or other dress...all i wanted waz that dress...my mom said not to buy this dress...as we had to reach our car within some minutes...lekin i bought...may be because yeh meri zid ban gayi thi...and i handed him the money..and when i reached home...i regretted...that i paid this much..aur issi amt mein aik usse bhi acha mil raha tha tau me ne nahi lia... the summary is....there comes a moment in life..when u dont see the pros and cons of the thing and decide...and act...too fast.with all the believe..and when u get that thing..u feel like...yeh me ne kia kar dia...and then u cant exchange it..one has to live with it..whether good or bad....this situation reminds me of a girl...who did love marriage..by forcing her parents...everyone didnot agree to this marriage..as they could see what she couldnot...in the end after 1 yrs...she got divorced...saying he is simply not the one i thought he is...and thankfully they didnot have kids...well this story just came to my mind while writing this entry...anyways...inshaALLAH..in future dealings ALLAH will help me....inshaALLAH