Wait and patience has been with me at every step...and i m kind of tired with wait...i know everything happens at its own time...and thats the reason i cant do anything without being patient...life is growing up and catching the fast lane...but why do i feel that life is still there where it used to be some years ago...the thought of it simply tells me how much i wasted my life...although i did many things to overcome this feeling...but still something is still missing...the problem isnot with the fact that i dunno...the problem is that ppl in contact dunno..spreading the wrong information around..and me believing them...hoping it to happen one day...and when that day comes...its on another day...feeling like a toy..and preparing for the right time...
life seems to be so beautiful when things are known to some extent...u then prepare and get ready for it...but it becomes hell when the direction of ur own life is unknown to you..and u r left with hope...and sometimes no hope...as trust has somehow fallen...
many a times i m asked to wait ..short term wait..is fine..but long term wait is simply bringing me to a situation where i want to prepare for it...and giving my best to it....and the downfall abt it is..that i m not willing to stand for any other thing...and eeh when the same thing is delayed..i feel like to be patient...as ALLAH is with the patient...but there is a limit to everything..even a pouring of water in a glass has a limit....any ways.seems like my exams have also reached its limit and so does my driving test... and that brings me fruitful smile....InshaALLAH this monthi i will be having my exams..and driving test also...
this is the only month i think that i will be feeling the breeze of change...else i felt..life waz all the same...
day before yesterday i saw u me aur hum starring ajay devgan and kajol...and yeah i fell in love with that movie..hehhee..i know that is funny...but i fell in love with the feeling of true love...oh i think i should stop now..as today is my parkind and signal test....late this is ...i know..but it happened due to my mistake....and some by my instructor...and the common among us waz...we both forgot...hehhee..i know that is funny...but u know what...my test had to happen on this day...ok me off now..its after 1 hr..i hve to reach EDI
06-01-2008 07:12 AM 
and that brings me fruitful smile..
