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#5 05-27-2007 09:58 PM
hmm well decision... i want to take a decision.. but i m so confused abt wat to do.. what decision i shud take.. weather to leave or stay.. aik baat jo mein decide nahi kar pa rahi.. aik din aik faisla karti hun to dusre din dusra faisla.. aik din apna dil sakht karti hun to dusre din wohi dil naram parh jata ha.. there is so much going in ma brain.. soch soch k thak jati hun but faisla nahi kar pati.. so past mein hoa.. usne tor k rakh diya...not only ma heart .. pura mughe tor diya... abh mere ird gird jo hota ha i really dont care.. kon kia mere saath kar raha ha.. bilkul khamosh kardiya zindagi ne.. kisi cheez mein interest khatam ho gaya.. kai dafa i feel so empty .. feel like mere ander kuch nahi ha.. bilkul khali hun..no feelings..na achi na buri.. koi baat ko bother karna chor gai hun.. na achi lagti ha na buri.. bas har waqt logon ko muskurata chehra dikhate raho.. aur kuch na bolo.. kisi ki galati pe usko kuch na kaho.. shakayat na karo.. bas jo ho raha ha usse chup chaap dekhte raho...aur sabar karo.. these kinda things are expected from us.. magar abh aisa lagta ha k sabh theek ho raha ha.. shyd wapis a rahi ha life.. shyd pehle jaisa ho raha ha sabh.. magar abh mera dil nahi karta wo khushiyan dekhne ko.. der lagta ha wapis dubara waisa ho gaya to? aur abh mere mein himmat khatam ho gai ha mazeed tootne ki.. kabhi apni marzi se sabh theek hota ha to apni marzi se sabh ujar jata ha.. abh teek hone k baad sabh phir ujar gaya to? should i give one more chance or not? ya chup chap ..bilkul khamosh ho jaon.. aur chor dun sabh kuch? magar is tarah chorna bhi bura lagta ha.. jabh sabh theek ho raha ha.. i feel its so unfair k chance diye bina chor jaon.. jabh meri zaroorat ha to chor jaon.. magar phir sochti hun.. well meri zaroorat bhi ha? is there any importance of me bieng here? i dunnu wat to do..
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3 Responses to "Decision..!"

#3 06-03-2007 08:24 PM

syeda Says:

hmm thnx mytose for helping me

n no thnx kashii..

#2 05-31-2007 05:16 PM

mytonse Says:

I would advocate for,you take the one chance you have promised yourself and let things work out for the best.

Inshallah everything will work out for the good.

#1 05-27-2007 10:32 PM

Quiet Whisper Says:

well for one thing, apne aap ko tootne se bacha sakti ho by ensuring ke u dont get too involved..

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