Feelings Cafe III

By posting the third version, I am sending a message to every living soul out there; never give up! I am hoping that DesiTwist will come back long before the memories of feelings cafe vanish from our minds. One more time:

Sometimes the toughest thing about feelings can be sharing them with others. Just because it's hard to talk about feelings doesn't mean it isn't worth it. We have had received tremendous amount of support from our fellow friends who were there, giving us a shoulder to cry on.

Sharing your feelings helps you when your feelings are good and when they aren't so good. Sharing also helps you to get closer to people you care about and who care about you. When people talk about feelings, they sometimes use the word "emotions"

I hereby invite you to this hodgepodge of emotional discussions. Describe how are you feeling today at desi twist, feelings about any post / topic / member, feelings about current political situation, feelings you've felt out of the blue aka mood swings et al. Learn more and get help, provide suggestions or ask for them. At feelings cafe, there is someone always around to help you get out of emotional distress.

I am honored to be the first to reply.

My feelings? I'm scared, hopeful, sad, and a little tired.

I'm scared because of all of these changes. First, I got a new job. Then, I got accepted to a university that I'll be starting at the end of this month. The next thing after that, I got to find out that DT has come to an end and one of my closest friends is leaving this net world. I can't even imagine how difficult all these new changes will be on me. My routine will be forever changed.

I'm hopeful because everyone here, including me, will go on to their own lives after DesiTwist has left us... but there is always a chance that it will be re-opened. I will be waiting for that day.

I'm sure you've all figured out why I'm sad. This place has always been a home away from home. It is owned by my brother which made it even more special. I don't think I could ever be more proud of him for the upkeep of DT and making it the best forum ever.

It's been a pleasure.

You are so right Hina, we are all going to miss Dt a lot. As for my feelings, i am feeling restless and tensed, don't know what the future holds for us. But lets keep our hopes high insha-Allah things will workout for the better.

i, too, feel a little disappointed on the sad news. but isnt there anything that we all can do to keep this place affloat?

I am looking forward to the [Only Registered and Activated Users Can See Links. Click Here To Register...] thats to hit HK tomorrow.

Many things have changed and yet, I still want to die. I guess the things I have really wanted have not changed. I don't have much optimism that those things will end up being positive anytime soon... realistically speaking of course.

Is death asking for realism or is it just a catch phrase?

death doesnt resolve anything. the problems still persist. death is only an easy way out from the current problems, yet you would be interested to know that even bigger problems would await the ones who die

At Teddy: Death means I want to die. Don't make it harder than it really is.

At Nadeem: Saying something and actually doing it are are two very different things.

So by dying, you don't want to die? Interesting jargon.

I, as always, feel pissed off at someone for a good reason.

death is the beginning of eternity ...

@ Nadeem: Asking for death is not an easy way out. instead it means that the person realizes the worthlessness of this world. This world can NEVER be heaven. There ALWAYS will be problems, there is no point in trying to solve those problems. We should, instead, enjoy the humanly side of our relationships without any regards to the problems we have.

I feel like its a battle --the heart v. intelligence
Part of me feels like they only look for me when the need something or want me to do something for them - otherwise I'm not needed or wanted around. I get the feeling of made of excuses any other day, till they come looking for something. I feel like I'm loosing touch.

I said I want to die... I didn't say I'm about to kill myself right now, but I'll text you right before I decide to.

@ED: Being used, are we?

@Hina: Try thanking the Almighty.

Just came back from a boring mehndi of my cousin. The only attraction was rain for me, the sizzling downpour that cracked plenty of roads. Some old faces helped me light the fire just so I could see them burn.

feeling great because DT not going to end...Happy

Also my other problems will solve