Silence

at times we need it, we love it, we fight for it, but its horrific when silence itself roars. tonight i'm just trying to keep my eyes open, trying to stand still, though i'm frightened, as i know that there's much more to come, but still i'm being kept awaken as to sacrifice my life for millions and billions of other living beings.

coming back to the silence, yes i am depressed, not because of those jolts, but the fear. fear as in the eyes of every single person in my city. it seems as if they love their lives more than anything else (period!).

I'm desperately trying to kill the silence, by playing music, by whislting, by talking to my friends at the cell fone. still i can't help stop thinking about october the 8th, 2005. No less and no better than a catastrophy!

while i expect denouement to this, I might actually end up doing something totally weird.

awwww.....

The best way is to take a nap. Try to lie down and relax...just don't think about anything but u'r heart beat..listen to u'r heart beat. Or take deep breaths...it really works. You should try it. It's good 4 ya....

May Allah bless ya...feel well, pal.

Happy Birthday

Happy Birthday 2 whom yara?

hmm...Adeel, feelings ko lafzon mein shayad hi koi aise badal sakta hai

my late nana.

I hereby state october the 8th as a 'Parole'. Lately I had been thinking of it as a catastrophy, a havoc, or an armageddon, whereas it is not. Aftermath is something to ponder on. aftershocks as they call it, is a clear warning for us. We (pakistanis) are nothing less than the dhobi ka kutta.

Bumping this topic to discuss silence in general. I have a love-hate relationship with silence and can't really live with or without it.

Silence is necessary for me every now and then...its essential. Especially cuz of the fact that my house is always noisy and I barely get any alone or quiet time to think. It is important to hav that silent period to gather my thoughts, reflect and analyze, and I would prefer silence over noisy any time

I only like silence while I'm sick, have a headache, or while I'm sleeping. Other than that, I can't stand it to be silent... not even when I'm doing homework. I already think too much, so silence would be like a slow death for me.

Lovely

You just have to try this creeping silence for once Yasra sis, I am sure you wouldn't ever make a wish on that again.

Yeap Hina, thats where the music comes in.

That's exactly why I can't live w/o music. It's my savior from insanity.

Its in silence that i find peace....silence for me stands for different meaning....i dont mean the silence in the room...silence in a gathering...silence in lonliness...but i m talking abt silence in mind...meditation...and its after meditation i feel better...

Silence... i can't remember the time when it was away from me. In any form, could it be for prayers, for down times, for self-resentment, for happy moments, for memories, for shocking experiences or for grieving pain. It was there…it is there. To agree with you Hina, I have experienced it to the extent of as if the coming of a slow on-growing shadow of end of times. But like anything…gladly, it doesn’t last. It’s been there in good times too. It's one thing to have slience, and it's another to have peace.

Bless you Bro Endurer and all. May Allah shower his mercy upon us all, Amen.

suma Ameen...