Asalam O Alikum
Prince.. iv talkd abt ur this prob to one f my most respectd seior who is MashAllah a food Scholer also..
he was also very much concernd abt u.. and tehre are few tings which he suggsted...
teh very 1st thying is that as we all said here already to Pray to Almight for forgiveness..
den.., as he said.. 1st f all u shd never ever think that Almighty is doing sone unjust to u or any 1..Almighty is Ghafoor o Raheem.. and HE (Nahooz Billah) wdnt do any unfair things to any f his creatures: .. DONT tinkk abt tha hardships or the problems u r hvng.. for once rememeber the Good things the Naimahs u r hvng .. and it wd feel good to change ur mind for few things and forget abt some worries.. as soon as it changes teh concpt f being in trbl.. u shc Pray to Almighty to chahge the situations for u AFTER u accpt that mayb any bad thing hpns to u is either fro some mistakes which hv bene nade.. OR the reward is going to b added for u later.. (which is a Hadees also) ..
so whn u accpt the currnt situation . den ask fro Almight's forgiveness and ask for Changing teh BAD things into GOOD for u.. ad InshAllah.. it will help u for peace and relaxation also..
moreover He recommended a few Duas also.. IF u can recite dem,, tht wd InshALlah hv good affect.. here i go...
and this oen is also a must.. as Hazrat Younus (AS) recited this oen after being ounishd by Allah.. and he got rod .. Alhamdolillah