God...
Help me take the pain away,
Before suicide erupts and you see me under the highway.
Help me find love,
The love hidden under a special glove.
The glove of life,
The glove of strife.
I need answers fast,
Fast enough so I can get past.
The insanity of hell,
I fell like I'm in a jail cell.
Oh God, I need you now,
So, I can figure out how.
The life I lead,
It needs to get up to speed.
I'm sorry for all the things I've caused,
You know I'm not perfect, I have flaws.
All I'm asking is for help,
The help I need before I yell!

I wrote this poem when I was 15 yrs old